Top 5

Top 5 states I hate most in the world:

5. Connecticut--because it HATES me.

4. Florida--it's just soo flat and humid. Why?

3. Mississippi--I don't want to talk about it.

2. Illinois--why would you have such a low speed limit where there are not people or cars?

1. ALABAMA--because stars fell on it and killed everybody but the hicks.

Sorry this post is so negative. I'm tired of America. And I have to drive it FOREVER tomorrow. seriously--17 hours. I might stop. we'll see.

Why am I doing this to myself? So many goodbyes in so little time. I don't even have time to hurt properly over the last people I say goodbye to, before I move on to the next. Is this the way my life will be forever? Isn't there anything else?
Is Libs right? do I mostly tend to be this way after having a drink? nooooo. . .I think it just comes out more. I don't know. Anyways. I need to sleep so I can drive for ever tomorrow.



"What hurts the most. . .was being sooooo close. and having so much to say. and watching you walk away. and never knowing, what could've been. and not seeing that loving youuu is what I was trying to do."

"But I'm just drunk enough to let got of my pain
To hell with my pride, let it fall like rain
From my eyes
Tonight I wanna cry"