Weddings and Such

Well, on Saturday my Manda and Will got married. It was a really small wedding, but it was pretty. It was weird though. Will is only 19, and he just finished his sophomore year. He was one of my little brothers. And now he's all growed up and on his honeymoon. Weird.

Then I had this dream last night where I was getting married in a month and a half. But this guy--he didn't like to travel, and he got sick both times he'd flown on an airplane. The odd thing was, we were getting married in Brazil. But we were at his family's house, close to Covenant. It was mostly weird because we'd never talked about the future at all--what we were going to do after we were married. I still had my contract with China, and they didn't know I was getting married. So I wasn't sure if I could still go, and that upset me a lot.

Anyways. It was just an odd dream. It actually made me really glad I wasn't getting married right now. There's still so much to do with my life. I couldn't be doing what I'm doing if I was somehow seriously attached to a man. So I'm once again happy that I'm single and free. At the same time, though, I find myself afraid. I'm travelling half way around the world to a place that I know nothing about--I don't know a single soul there, I don't know the language, or the culture. That's ok. An Adventure!!! WOOT!!