Waiting

I'm so tired of waiting. . .why can't they just make up their mind and make me an offer? I really really really want this job in China, and i wish they would just give it to me already. I know I'm perfect for the job, and I think I would really fit well in the school. Besides, I want to have a decision made about my future.
Everyone keeps asking me what I'm going to do after I graduate--and they're right! I should know! But do I? No way. I'm sitting around on my butt, waiting for an offer from this school, and I'm afraid it's never going to come. I'm nervous and scared, and I desperately want it. I know that God will have his hand in it no matter what happens, and I know that his best is my best, but sometimes it's just so hard to wait. . .